Well it’s a week later than my last post…I’m not doing well.
The changes I made in my life are causing me significant stress. I could bitch and complain here, but it wouldn’t do much good. The bottom line is stress. There are always details that come and bite you in the ass when you move, and this was no exception. I’m so tired of it all I don’t even want to write about it. My new job will be good and will be satisfying, I believe, but the training program for it is so poor, and I’m being put into situations I’m not prepared for yet and left alone to fail at it over and over…with an audience each time. It sucks.
Eating has been so so. A few days ago I got back to eating something closer to paleo again, but between stress and time management problems (no routine yet) I’m eating lots of processed meat and it’s making me retain water and feel like crap. Money is tight right now so I’m not out buying grass fed beef and pastured eggs…I’m sure they’re around here, but I haven’t found them at an affordable price yet…and don’t have much time to look. Weight is stable.
I’ve been doing the BHRT throughout my move, and up to the present. I can’t tell if it’s helping. I know I have had a persistent and annoying whisker on my chin for the last 8 years or so, and now it’s gone. I guess that’s something. I still have PMS, though it’s limited to a day or two rather than random problems all month. I do want to keep it up, but I have to find a new doc now. My current prescription will run out in another 7 weeks or so.
I’ve been visiting Dr. Kruse’s site. I guess consults with him are now the cost of a laptop computer. You can have 1 hour with Dr K. or you can have a really nice iPad. He has priced himself out of my league. Health is for the rich. I guess that shouldn’t surprise me. But really…how much money does one guy need?