Holy hell…every day kind of sucks now. The all-meat-and-egg diet isn’t even saving me. I’m being poisoned by bacterial endotoxin. I ordered a SIBO test to find out for sure what I’m dealing with. I haven’t kept up with the garlic because I’ve become cognitively disorganized and I can’t seem to remember to crush garlic, soak it in water, come back 15 minute later, and drink it. I’m crying all the time. I learned something about myself today. I learned that I have really good social skills until I’m under stress, and then my ability to not piss people off completely vanishes. I still have some oregano oil. I guess I could take that. Fuck this.